I know I felt fear. Probably, you will not.

But,

For me,

Read: Scared.

Paint me: Frightened.

Colour my page: Black on Black.

Title my book: “I wanna go home, theres been a mistake”

But its alright to feel fear.

Its alright to be scared.

Its ok if you are frightened.

Its no problem if your world is black.

Its acceptable to want to deny it.

Each of these things are just a maybe. But to me they were a part of the experience.

So, don’t believe you cannot feel or think the same, if any of these emotions invade your world, before, during, or after.

It was natural to me. But, that’s only me.

And I can live with this.

I have no regrets for showing all of them, and I am not ashamed to be able to speak of them.

This is life.

We all have to live our life against our own agenda.

I walked like the kind of man I am.

And my agenda is above. HomeÞor BLUSH